Poema 205

Do you know what it feels like when you remember him all the time 

Your heart is a knot and your eyes all always wet 

You can’t cope with how broken you are inside 

No sleep is enough for you to rest 

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Do you know what it feels like when you can’t avoid 

The pain in your chest or the love

And you don’t have any other choice 

Than cry in the dark sitting alone 

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Do you know what it feels like when you can’t take it anymore

A single mistake leads you into colapse 

And you wish you wouldn’t be so hard on your own 

Or had someone to hold at nigh at last 

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Do you know what it feels like to be happy

Truly for the first time in your life 

And then you’re not allowed to have it 

Because even him couldn’t deal with your mind 

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Do you know how it feels to be cared

I’m thinking about giving up on waiting 

And when does life begin to be fair 

I’m almost gone from fading